I feel as though I have been lacking wisdom... which is odd, considering I am getting older... shouldn't I feel wiser? Divine Sophia, why aren't you blessing me with your presence? Maybe I have turned my back on the mystical and I am focusing too much on the concrete... I feel empty at Church and no matter how hard I workout at the gym, I never feel like it's good enough... that no matter how much I push myself at work, I never get anything done. Is it insatiability? I can't do enough music... music doesn't come around often anymore... I feel as though I am in a transition period, and I am considering switching careers... I feel like a deadbeat, and I have many, many regrets right now. Oh wisdom, find me soon... or let me find you in the heart of my mind. Please.
